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Saturday, July 31, 2010

我可以很好

its been more than a month
am i feeling better?
seems like its not.

been crying again.
bcoz of that song.
i dont know.
maybe yes maybe no.

your msg did nothing but left me with questions.
why do you bother after all those that you have done to me.
why.
just why.

anybody know how much i have gone thru bcoz of this?
i hope there is.

have to put up a happy smiling face.
not to worry those that care and love me.
but the fact is i cant even speak about it to all.
i cant.
still cant.

i want to get over this.
but i dont want to hate you.
hate is tiring.
but it hurts instead.

i cant call someone and cry over the phone every single night.
can i?
i cant.

but i have no regrets.
since its not me.
but i will make sure u do.

if theres any regrets that is for crying so much.
bcoz someday i'm gonna think back thinking its such a silly thing to do.

"love......... how fragile it is.... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

Thursday, July 08, 2010

ANIME~

after what kor told me... i went to dl all the latest episodes of bleach that i have yet to watch!! *excited* well i kinda know what happened alrdy since mi n jie read the manga le... ^^

and and and vizards is making an appearance soon!! keekke

next should i dl basilisk?? hMmmmmm

"thinkinggg.... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

seashore

changed my addy~

gonna change my skinyy~

throwing everything away is impossible~

so just gonna let it be~

someone wanna help me clear my photo album in fb?

>.<

"happiness is all i wanted... "


bye~.. -=tiNg=-

Thursday, July 01, 2010

a new chapter?

yesterday marked the end of my 3 years and 1 month relationship!!
long distance relationship, it was tough, it was not easy.

i couldn't let go yet, but i'm telling myself i'm gonna do it, for myself, for everyone that cares for me.

for YOU who had letting me go just like that, YOU are just someone who i dont even know anymore, for being so cruel, your words, your decision.

i asked myself what had i did wrong for all these that i need to face now, all this sorrow and pain.
i can say i did nothing wrong, except for 'not caring so much'.

i cant blame anyone can i?

i had decided to just let this go as well, time will heal.
but its not as easy, the more i think about it the more it hurts the more it hurtsssssss....

really........

why
why why

"i dunnoe.... i just need someone to be there..... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-