我可以很好

its been more than a month

am i feeling better?

seems like its not.

been crying again.

bcoz of that song.

i dont know.

maybe yes maybe no.

your msg did nothing but left me with questions.

why do you bother after all those that you have done to me.

why.

just why.

anybody know how much i have gone thru bcoz of this?

i hope there is.

have to put up a happy smiling face.

not to worry those that care and love me.

but the fact is i cant even speak about it to all.

i cant.

still cant.

i want to get over this.

but i dont want to hate you.

hate is tiring.

but it hurts instead.

i cant call someone and cry over the phone every single night.

can i?

i cant.

but i have no regrets.

since its not me.

but i will make sure u do.

if theres any regrets that is for crying so much.

bcoz someday i'm gonna think back thinking its such a silly thing to do.

"love......... how fragile it is.... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-