poem time

A Bittersweet Promise

A familliar promise spoken in the peaceful atmosphere of the night,
The desire of expectation of the truth,
Even though it is terrifying,
as it can change all plans and wishes,
Most of the time for the worst,
Caught in a curse.

A fly trapped in a spiders web,
Bittersweet thoughts start entering the head.

Deprived of anymore respect,
Emotionless of any needs,
Wanting to take that step back,
Yet knowing that it is too late.
No more of those exciting dates.
It's all gone, just because of that bittersweet promise!

No-one can hide from this,
It creeps up on everyone eventually,
Like a sweet summer's cold,
Warm on the outside, yet cold on the in.
However you always get taken in, and actually believe for a while,
That three worded bittersweet promise,
'I love you'

Fight back to weijian de poem.. as we (mi, tqz n jian) promise each other at fc6 today.. to come out w a poem.. this is cfm a nice one yah... meaningful de.. enjoy wor~~~

" blehh.... miss u.. "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

wad to do??!!

nth to do...

boring shit...

arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

nth to say.. or too many things to say? ..

yet i dunnoe howw??

dunnoe...

okay mayb tml wont blog lahz... lazy...

so here to wish my stupid jie happy birthday!!

23 yrs old le.. plzz admit hor...

".. haizz......"

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

boring!

hmmm now at SP Lib Lvl 4a.. R4 playing com...

as usual.. illegal log in lahz.. hMmm... waiting for time to pass by..

just hav our FOM presentation slide done.. =)

tHXx to kc for drawing the Belldandy comic as our presentation.. i hope its a interesting one..

tHXx so much.. think u nv hav a gd slp yest ba... hMmmm....

anyway its over le..

tml is our 1st time in kitchen after seeing so many grp doin their final product le.. hahaz..

hope tml trial will be a successful one... hahaZ...

kayz lahzZ... gtg play my puzzle fighter to relax abit after a stressful morning.. hmmm

hahZz...

"miss u.. tk cr wor.. =)"

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

ARRGGHH

Yao Suan Bei Tong...

oso dunnoe why so lei n aching everywhere...

hmmm btt!! hav to jiayou for ur fyp n finish it soon arh.. as for the WWW .. no worry.. everything will be alright de... we r behind u.. hahZz...

kayz... today see jas leong to decide on our next MOVE le.. ok we need 4 days for sensory.. 1 type of cooking method for each day... 40 penalist needed... 20 chinese.. 10 malays... n 10 indianz... the makay n indian is a prob ba.. but hope kuku bird can help mi.. =) heeheexx..

n JIAYOU everyone for ur FYP... we can do it de... =)

......... n tml presentation ALL THE BEST everyone...

"baobei... miss u lots wor... **wiNkxx..."

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

regret?!!

ok.. many noes wad happened.. n i dun wish to say it here..

just hope tt ppl noe how to treasure n cherish wad they hav now... i believe tt i hav mentioned this thing in my pre.. previous blog.. hmmm nv to do things tt u will regret after tt...

think b4 u act...

haiz.. oso dunnoe wad to say... Y.A.A.L done a gd job.. u guys roxx k... though we r 1st in name.. but 2nd in position... is ok de... u guys play ur best.. enjoy it.. go by the rule.. go by ur ren ge.. tts enuff already.. =)

lastly... i really hope u r alright.. i dun cr wad happened to others or anything.. no matter wad gonna be strong n dun wish to see u lock urself up k... jiayou~~..

".. wo hao lei lehz... hMmmmm ... eyes wanna 'pop' out le... soBxx.. "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

SUNDAY is ending soon~~~ haiz.. pathetic yah...

dun like monday...

wakie kinda late today.. coz yest slp at 2am...

den went parkway parade with papa n mama...

ajisen ramen....

den walk walk ard...

bought bread talk home for meimei...

den bought this too...


haha... weird yah?? onli half of the original size.. i forgot to took the pic.. onli when half was gone den i rmb... hahaZz...

inside got bacon ham?? n cheese... n... hahaZz.. dunnoe nice yah.. yummy~~ n its super huge.. when its the whole thing.. it look like beetle.. so i name it beetle.. hahaZz.. =P coz i like volkswagen beetle!! hahaz.. ok lame..


my zhuzhu was bZ walking ard when i took the beetle pics.. hahZz.. so took a pic of him.. but he came smell my fone instead.. hahaZz..

ok SIT!! guai guai... dun noti~~ hahZz...

OKAY GUESS wad am i actually doing now??!!!!!!!!!!!

nah.. there it is... settle my FYP survey forms.. n sort them out... forms n formss... online oso hav.. -_-""

gonna jiayou le.. STRESSS!!!!!!!

yAwnn~~~~ headache arhhh...

"........ t.k.c.r ........ =P.. admit lahz.. kayz.. hahaZz... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

yOzzz... haha...

Jas leong de quiz over le.. hmmm overall ok lahz.. hahzZ.. coz i spend so much time stdy .. cfm ok lahz.. phew~~~

nth much... but wanna congrat wei n Y.A.A.L... GOOD JOB... CONGRAT wei for tking GOLD for NAPFA... n Y.A.A.L for winning the 1st 2 matches.. hahZz...

ohh yah.. thurs having my last pract session for this sem le.. n mi n FY make our own biscuit lehz.. hahZz... here it is...

nice mahz.. actually wanna make tammie de.. but hao nan wo.. so in the end become like tt.. hahZz.. =P


hahaZz.. i took fy de pic... hahZz.. at sensory booth.. haha... ppl hu do FDAL pract will noe wad she is holding.. hahZz... **wiNkxx...

hahZz...

ok nth le lahz...

"guardian angel.. hahZz.... hmmmm "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

exam exam~

wooHhHoooo exam timetable is OUT!!

why am i so exciting over it??? hahZz.. dunnoe i'm mad le...

ok.. dun play le.. argghh this sem is cfm goin to be the worst of all my previous sem.. dunnoe why.. so i GONNA pia for my exam le.. i GONNA pia.. yesh~~.. hope i really do lahz.. hahZz...

here is my exam timetable!!.. -_-"

CP4026 Nutrition - 15 Aug 2006, 9:00am - 11:10am
CP4091 Food Analysis and Legislation - 17 Aug 2006, 2:00pm - 4:10pm
CP4092 Food Safety and Quality Management - 21 Aug 2006, 2:00pm - 4:10pm
CP4044 Food Process Engineering B - 23 Aug 2006, 9:00am - 11:10am


ELIGIBILITY TO SIT FOR EXAMINATIONS
A candidate shall be deemed to be eligible to sit for any examination if
a) she has paid up all fees due to the Polytechnic, and
b) she has completed not less than 75% of attendance for that module/subject in a given semester or academic year, and
c) she has not been barred from sitting any examination or suspended from the Polytechnic.

hahahZz... just rmb i haven transfer my money to my acct!!! stunned..

other than this.. FYP!!!!!!!! miss leong say we gonna finish sensory evaluation b4 exam start!! siao arhh.. den after tt got more work to do.. SIAO arhh.. left abt 3+ wks lehz.. stunned.. can cry.... haizzzzzzzzzzzzz.......... k lahz gonna jiayou..

just done with jas leong de FDAL formal report~... phew~.. finally arhh.. hahZz.. k shld go stdy for her quiz le.. =)

JIAYOU everyone... ESPECIALLY YR3 students... hahaZz.. **wiNkxx**

"where r u??? ... aiYoh... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

nice~

Save the Last Dance for Me - Give My Love



Lovely Song n Nice Drama...

super sweet.. super touching .. super nice.. hahaZz... enjoy~~

"piggy you... hahZz.. ^_-v"

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

arhhh?!!

tt was fast...

wkend go just like tt...

where is my wkend??!!

doing formal report now... tou tong.. so tk some time to update bloggy n shun bian relax abit.. hahZz..

stunned... tml make up pract till 5pm.. sianz de!!!!!!!!

den tues make up class for CSW quiz2... kns right.. argghhhhhh...

den wed mayb got linnet de sensory evaluation???!!!!

den wed pract in the morning... n thurs last pract le.. meaning TONS of reports r coming.. 3 pract in a wk.. SIAO!...

fri miss leong de quiz2... STUNNED... alot to memorize leh.. hMmmmmm

shld start stdying le..

n thurs Y.A.A.L got match lohz.. n wei cant play lehz.. hope we can perform well like we always did... JIAYOU!!!

k lahz dun crap le... WISH myself lots lots luck n to btt oso.. poor thing de.. u must jiayou n becareful arhh...

=)

"x.i.a.n.g.n.i............. .....w.i.s.h.u.h.a.p.p.y.e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y.....h.a.h.a...."

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

reason

just read someone's blog~

hmmm lots thing go thru my mind...

everything happened for a reason.. in life.. those r the things tt we need to go thru n learn from it.. u get angry, sad, disappointed, joy, greatful n even regret in life.. on things tt u do... but as time go by.. u think back n u smile.. tts when it become part of ur memory.. sweet memory.. precious memory tt only belong to urself n no one else...

so do tk things serious when u treasure them cherish them.. u might not own it like u once did but u r greatful tt u once did.... tts why everything happened for a reason.. for u to learn.. for u to learn to treasure cherish...

things ard u change... people change.. everything change.. so treasure them.. n cherish them.. so u will not lose it n regret after tt?? hahaZz...

no matter wad.. BE HAPPY yah.. hahZz...

and to add on to yest entry.. hav to thXx junhao for training cls runners!!.. hahaZz.. =)

and lastly... Y.A.A.L selection for team2... see many potential gd players.. hahZz.. gambate guys.. Y.A.A.L is the right team for u guys.. is the right team to join.. to hav fun n of coz to challenge ourself n show others OUR power.. so JIAYOU arhh.. ahahahZz...

"must tk gd cr arh... must slp early n dun eat too much BBQ food.. u just recover de... xiang ni kayz... =P "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

to cls

this entry is especially for CLS CLUB!!

CONGRATULATION for coming 3rd, 4th, 15th and 20th out of 100 over team!!!

u guys rocks.. n GOOD JOB arhh.. hav see u guys really done ur best le.. hahaZz.. i was there witness the whole process...

especially i'm helping CLS team 2 to change the tag card.. JAS was 1st... wooOhh.. hahaZz.. n Thxx arh tat xiong!!!.. for tt scar!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha..

kayz lahz.. no matter wad.. cls hav really did well this yr round.. n oso for cls staff... n even lucky draw.. we oso get 1st arhh.. tt arens ong.. heng worr.. hhaZz..

kayz.. now steal a little bit space here to CONGRAT LONG YI!!! <-- wooh i like tt team name.. especially when its in chinese word!! HAHA.. good job SATiysh!! kukubird.. hahaZz..

kayz lahz.. tts all.. next poly50 wil be a better one for CLS i believe.. hahaZz..

"miss u lots.... must tk cr arrhhh............. "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

slpy

slpy slpy slpy....

00:41am now.. hhaz...

is time to slp le..

GOOD LUCK TO CLS CLUB PPL HU R RUNNING POLY50 TML!!..

ALL THE BEST...

"baobei must get well soon kayz.... love u.."

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

sore throat

wah.. been having sore throat for the pass few days.. OR?? weeks le? ..

drink lots water le still de same lehz.. dunnoe why?? think infection ba.. hMmm..

kns.. sunday is ggoin to ennddd le.. meaning monday is coming.. another wk come le.. -_-"

slpy.. tonight got WC final.. can i pon tml de lesson??!! haha..

tml 2.00am.. which is is 5 an hrs more.. WC final start..

Italy vs French...

who will win??!!

ahahaha.. doesnt matter to mi.. but i will watch.. 4 yrs once lehz.. bu kan bai bu kan... hahazz..

yAwwnnnn...

"baobei dun fall a.s.l.p arhh.. like u always do.. u said u wanna watch de... haha... =).. "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

early in the morning... lei lei arhrhh...

Germany 3 - 1 Portugal

Own goal by Petit!.. stunned... nth to say.. haha.. anyway i oso dun cr... 3rd/4th placing mahz.. doesnt matter anymore... haha..

tues - Nutrition Quiz by TaySY..
mon/thurs - Food Operation Management Presentation By COliform... okok Ku lahz..

slpy slpy...

FYP.. stress arhh.. oso dunnoe how arhh... -_-... 22nd of NOV lehz.. dun think got enuff time.. n got a formal report on hand.. haiz...

yi xiang tou jiu tong..

"m.i.s.s.y.o.u"

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

22nd nov??!

22nd Nov, Wednesday 4pm sharp.. Date due for our FYP report!!!
stunned right... mrs ngan told us de.. siao lohz... Next semester de 8th week.. why the time given for us to do is like so short??!!! diaozz.. everything hav to rush le... haiz haiz haizzzz.....

ok yest was CLS graduation day.. tts why no lesson for us lohz.. hav to postponed pract.. KNS lahz.. haiz.. ok nvm.. but we hav our PTN outing at plaza sing de manhattan fish market restaurant.. haha den mrs ngan sit beside mi.. we talk alot w her.. haha.. not bad lehz.. ta man hao tan de... hahaZz.. =P

PiCxx PicXx... haha

this is wad i hav yest.. super full de lohz.. $16.90.. not bad lahz.. quite ok de.. but i kinda prefer fish n co. de.. hahaZz.. =P

den i saw J3 de lead singer w his gf while waiting for the others lohz.. hhaahZz.. -_-"

okokok... TODAY... make it short.. coz tired le..

go sch at 8am... coliform lesson...

get back quiz paper.... expected it.. failed.. 22/50..

almost everybody didnt do v well...

she requested for retest next wk fri.. n obviously i DUN WAN...

so i die die oso wan to find 3 marks out.. coz even full marks for retest = 25/50.. so wads the pt right...

dun ask mi how.. but i do manage to dig out 3 marks from my paper... ^_-v wo.shi.shen

hahahaha... loLXx

next.. help jianjian w his stall.. manage to earn some b4 i go for ngan de lesson.. haha grevin de stall arhh.. i hav to say.. their fish n chips is nice wor.. haha.. n best is i hav it FREE.. haha.. =P

den went for pract.. whahahaha.. my pract as usual end earliest.. 1 hr nia.. den jas leong let us go n fake fake ask us go LIB find research.. haha.. of coz i go fc2 do help jian de stall lahz..

den shuan bian help celebrate ah heng de bday lohz... coz his bday... ahha.. i sms him to wish him.. n he tot i rmb it.. sorry is gre told mi de.. whahahah... ohh manz.. ah heng <-- how long nv appear in my bloggy le... HhmMmm dunnoe... anyway i feel weird singing bday songs to him lehz.. hmmm dunnoe how to say.. anyway HAPPY BDAY LAHZ.. dun say i nv say... u r still as crappy as b4.. cannot tk it... hahaZz...

kayz lahz.. lastly...

KFC lau gong gong de SPECS gone le??? hu took it!!!??? ADMIT plzzz.... haha..

GOOD LUCK TO ALL HU R HAVING SERWM QUIZ tml... JIAYOU!!.. Food Tech RoXxx.. haha...

"ai.ni"

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

whaha..

ok 1st of all... ANS to btt QN!!

the angel of coz issss NOT i draw de lahz.. i dun hav scanner oso.. haha.. =P but i can draw kayz.. haha... n qiu zhe arhh.. he die lohz.. super ke lian de.. he die long ago le de.. at tsunami.. but he promise to come back to see her de mahz.. n be there for her.. protect her.. everything find in the lyrics lahz.. tts why he did go back n find the ger... n help the ger n qu yu wu to be tgt.. since he cant tk cr of her le.. he go back as something like angel [guardian angel].. super touching de.. so she got a sweet memory of him... n cont` to live on lohz... something like tt..

n he said.. he will always there to protect her.. n when she need him.. just a turn back.. n there he will be.. a star to protect over her.. arggghh super touching n sweet de.. i may not say it well lahz.. the show is better.. must watch de.. =) haha...

ok.. next.. today i purposely late for gems class.. coz oso dun feel like goin mahz.. go oso like tt.. nv go oso like tt. late oso like tt.. so i decide to be late lohz.. anyway need to go lib print report n hand in.. lib open at 830am mahz.. so LATE lohz.. haha.. when i'm at bedok interchange.. zs sms mi... say he will be late... diaoz den reply i'm the one WHO will be late lohz.. haha.. n i called wei to ask her where is she... haha.. she at tanah merah.. just hav i expected it.. so meet her at bedok platform n go sch tgt... haha...

heard something from her.. wah.. super shocking de.. dunnoe wad to react oso.. n dunnnoe wad shld we do abt it.. hmMmmmm see how ba .. if i think i really shld say i will say de... its onli fair lohz if tts the truth right??!!!!

ok den nth much lohz... n went to bugis after sch to walk walk alone.. n see see ard... hMMmm..

den come home .. actually wanna tk a nap de.. like wad i always do.. but suddenly feel like doin something... so i change my bedsheet, clean my room, my stuff, sweep the floor, mop the floor, wash my bedsheet, get it dry under the sun, wash clothes, bring them out to the sun, wash my 2 ripples slippers, clear my wardrobe, throw all thingy tt i dun need, tidy up my room... hmm tired wOohh.....

but after a bath.. i feel so gd.. haha...

den watch tt wang lu jiang new show.. the giant MONOPOLY!!! hao hao kan wor.. haha...

ohh after tt.. i completed CP4026 formal report, CP4091 datasheet... haha.. n start asking fren to help for my survey...
http://www.surveymonkey.com/Users/21523223/Surveys/134272313436/DA3A4253-D98C-4FC7-9017-B469E81F9B87.asp?U=134272313436&DO_NOT_COPY_THIS_LINK

hahaha...... so i did many things today yah.. haha...

okayz... lastly... Germany vs Italy.. who will win??!! i hope is Italy....

but my Fav Eng n Brazil out le.. i oso heck le... sobbXxx...

"miss u lots......... x.i.a.n.g.n.i.x.i.a.n.g.n.i "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

thank u

ru guo tian kong zhi sheng zhui hou yi ke shang shuo de xin
wo hui rang ta wei ni zhao liang gu ji
rang xin fu wei ni zhi ying

zhong you yi tian ni hui kan dao guardian angel jiang ling
na shi wo de xin
yi zhi zai shou fu zhe ni
tian shi ta yi ding neng gou
gan ying~~

nice nice touching song by junyang~...


cute right!! haha... angel mahz..

just watch tian shi wo ai ni.... touching romantic n sweett..... s.w.e.e.t

"thanks for everything... thanks for being there... love you... muackx"

bye~.. -=tiNg=-