FRIDAY!!
OFF DAY!!!
ahhah meet up with jas at tanjong pagar..
job searching... meet a interesting security guard at international plaza..
lolxxx...
hope jas can receive good news soon...
if can SAFRA one arh.. lolxx...

head dwn to orchard...
jas collected her california fitness card...
den sat come meet us...
had subway for lunch/dinnerrr...
hahahaha

den where we went arhh..
wondering ard orchardd...
heeren den taka...
den wisma? haha...

after tt dear and sinni come meet us after their charity work...
dinner search is really hell lahz.. not ez to get a place to eat during weekends..
especially meal time..
finally settle at central!!
the HK cafe opposite ajisen taka!..

sinni left early and go back home..
she had a long day le..
den the rest of us went cathay and cont` 2nd round eating.. oMg lahz...
really eat alot recently.. cannot tk it le.. hahah

after tt jas meet up w her frenz and we head back home le..
pics pics piccsss...

me and darling... at topman..


kukubird aka Q-fur and me at topman.. haha


me and darling again... at topman waiting for sat to try out his singlet.. hhaha


KUKUBIRD in PINK top.. he is goin to kill mi if he noe i blogg thiss.. hahaha

hahah ok SATURDAY!!
went orchard to shop alone..
while waiting for nic...
bought a earrings at f21..
and a wallet at esprit!! heeheexxx..
n some other things lahzz.. =P

den we went suntec and watch surf up!!
ahhha cute show.. not bad...
esplanade... home...


dear at GAP!! we decide to buy the GAP tee.. hahaha =)


US at GAP sunteccity!!..


us again... i wan GAP tee and a pants there.. look nice.. but ex lahz.. -_-"


the stage for national day 2007!!! damn chio lehzz.. hahhaha

hahaha tts all... not goin to see dear for 3dayss.. haizz....


this was taken long time ago.. hahah just received so now den blog it.. hahaha.. MR worldwide!! jiayou wor HAOHAO n yongsheng... =P

"miss u lotss... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

i hate myselfff.......

人都是善忘的，只要角色稍微一轉換，隨時都會忘了自己先前的經歷。

院方有時太高估我的能力，要我看急診、同時又要我管病房，我一個人兩邊跑，分身乏術，常常忙得暈頭轉向，頭頂出現星星。

這一天，一個年輕女子帶她媽媽到急診室來看病，
媽媽的手腳有一邊不能動，我擔心是腦出血引起的，非常緊張，守在她身邊，不斷幫她量血壓，又陪她一起到電腦斷層室去照片子。

而這時候，我口袋裡的call 機不斷響起，是樓上病房的護士打來的，催我趕快回去看病人，說很多病人都在問醫生為什麼還不來。

我聽了毫不考慮的回答她：「沒辦法了！我身邊這個病人病情比較危急，我必需要處理完才能上去，請他們再等等吧！」

年輕女子看在眼裡，很感激的對我點了一個頭，說：「不好意思，打擾你的時間！」我說沒關係，事情總有輕重緩急，人活著每天都會有忙不完的事情，我們要做的只是判斷那一件最急最要緊。

於是，這一個早上，我犧牲了其他病人的時間，來救這女子的媽媽的性命。經過一系列的處理之後，女子的媽媽終於脫離險境。我安排她住到樓上病房，讓她繼續留醫察看。
第二天一早，我來到急診室，碰巧又遇到另一個病人的情況發生危急。

為了保住這病人的命，我還是守在他身邊，一下幫他抽血，一下又去聽他的呼吸，一樣的寸步不離。

我的call 機這時依舊嘟嘟響起，護士說現在病房裡有病人在催，
問為什麼還沒見到醫生，我聽了還是回答她：「請他們再等等吧，他們的病情都算穩定。」
但護士還是叫說不可以！不可以！

她說：「你知道嗎？你昨天收進來那一個腦出血的婦人的女兒，在我們護理站大吵大鬧，叫說醫生到底死到那裡去了！」

聽到這情形，我忽然愣住，不知為什麼會這樣。
但覺得這一次不上去不行了，於是強行拜託另一位醫生，請他暫時幫我守住身邊這個危急的病人，三步併作兩步的衝到樓上去。來到病房，我一打開門就和那女子相遇。

見她一臉怒色，我不想多說，先走到床邊問她媽媽：「你現在有沒有不舒服？」
她媽媽在我預期中搖搖頭，說：「沒有，還好。」

我轉過身來，問那女子：「那麼，你這麼急著找我，有什麼事情？」
她繼續展露出一臉不滿的表情，毫不考慮的說：
「沒有事情！我只是覺得住院一定要有醫生來巡病房，一整個早上都沒見到醫生，這算什麼醫院？」

見她理直氣壯，我禁不住生氣，反問她說：「難道護士沒告訴你，我正在樓下急病人嗎？」

她聽了發出一聲冷笑，回答說：「不管你在救誰，反正我們住院了，我就有權利要求醫生隨時在我們面前出現。」

我忽然想起一個情景，每當巴士客滿時，大家都會爭先恐後的要擠上去，還沒擠上去的人這時會叫說：「再往前擠一擠吧！拜託拜託，再擠一擠我就能上去！」而一旦擠上巴士之後，人站在擁擠的車廂裡，看著車門外絡繹不絕的擠車人潮，立即又會喊說：「不要再上來了，真的擠不下了，再擠下去車子就要翻了！」

人都是善忘的，只要角色稍微一轉換，隨時都會忘了自己先前的經歷。

年輕女子看到自己媽媽的病情穩定後，已經忘了昨天我曾為了救她媽媽，讓樓上病人等了好長一段時間這事情。她只記得她的生命很重要，無時無刻把自己放在社會的重心，卻忘了要將心比心。

環境總會一再的轉移，她或許只能期待她的角色永遠不要再倒轉回來，不然有一天，當她媽媽的病情再次發生危急時，
其他病人可能會在那時用同樣的理由把我從她們身邊拉去。到那時，她會後悔莫及！

希望這一篇文章，能讓你有所啟示？

人都是善忘的，只要角色稍微一轉換，隨時都會忘了自己先前的經歷這樣的結論：

不論在愛情、生活或工作，都是一樣
當你的生命中，有那麼一位常提醒你
要換個立場想或是角度想事情的人
恭喜你，你已經有了：
愛情中的另一半
生活中的好朋友
職場上的好搭檔
人生是自己的

快樂，是純粹自然的產物，
是自己百分百支持自己、肯定自己的禮物
沒有了自我，一切的快樂都是虛偽的假象
即是人家批評你、否定你、攻擊妳，
也不代表你的自我受到否定，
唯一能否定你的人，只有你自己

因此，那些經不起別人批評的人--- 人家說一句，就要難過三十天﹔
人家說兩句，就要打人、會翻臉的人，事實上，是對自己" 極端沒信心" 的表現。
當然了！這種容易跟「別人批評」起舞的人，注定要跟" 快樂" 說拜拜。
因為：只要有人的地方，就有是非；只要人家有嘴巴，就會有意見和批評想快樂的人，就不要太「在乎」別人的批評。

再者，太在意別人想法的人，不僅不能快樂，也容易失去自己的特色和個性，
更沒辦法發揮自己的潛能。

總之，嘴巴是別人的，人生是自己的。
有習慣性被人家嘴巴「虐待」的人，
請用左腦右腦想一想：
『為什麼我要當人家嘴巴的奴隸？
為什麼要這麼在乎別人的想法呢？』
只要你想通了，你就擁有快樂的自主權了！

人不是魚，怎會了解魚的憂愁。
魚不是鳥，怎會了解鳥的快樂。
鳥不是人，怎會了解人的荒唐。
人不是鳥，怎會了解鳥的自由。
鳥不是魚，怎會了解魚的深沉。
魚不是人，怎會了解人的幼稚。
你不是我，怎會了解我。　　

每天其實都不一樣，也不應該一樣，
別讓自己像是踩在影印機上copy 日子，
只要你願意，生活裡可以有日日不同的花樣。

"nice articlee... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

after reading sinni blogg...
i got the urge to write for my papa n mama!!!
thou i noe they will never have the chance to come my blogg..
even they do..
they wont understand wad i'm writing ba..
not bcoz my english too chim...
(my eng sucks to the core.. i noe.. aheemmm) -__-"
its just that they dunt understand english lahzz..
okayz wad rubbish am i sayingg... haha

to tiNgtiNg's dearest sweetest manly papa that she love so so much:

thanks for all the love you gave tingting for the past 22yrs and still counting...
you sacrifice alot for us..
working basically everyday (except for sunday and chinese new year)...
know you are tired everyday.. know u wan to give us the best you can...
scolded us.. "ke shi tingting zhi dao papa de xin ye hen tong"...
you nvr have a chance to enjoy ur life for the past 48yrs..
7 yrs in msia without you by our side is enuff for me...
to know how much i will miss you...
thanks for working so hard to bring us back to s'pore and given me wad i have now..
oMg... why so i feel like cryin'.. or alreadyyy?? haha
"tingting xian zai de xin qing shi fei bi mo neng xing rong de"

to tiNgtiNg's dearest cutest dancing queen mama:

mdm ting! haha always like to tease my mama...
tingting like to tease and disturb her mama alot alot alottt....
coz mama is fun mahzz.. but sometime end up making mama angry lahz.. =P
1st.. gonnna thanks you for "huai tai jiu ge yue ba wo shen xia lai"..
i noe i'm heavy.. hahah but i'm guai kayz.. (pukeeee)
7 yrs in msia without papa with us..
must be damn damn tough on you..
tingting understand.. those time when the family dunt like us...
is like hell to you... ok mayb not hell.. tts abit too kuazhang le..
but tingting understand and nvr blame anybody...
is always diff to live under one big roof... n there is always some misunderstanding lahz...
somemore u still need to look after the 3 of us...
haha.. soon kayz.. sooonnnn u n papa can enjoy life le.. tingting promisee...

to tiNgtiNg's dearest prettiest the most beautiful sweetest caring jie in the world:

just wanna say..
thanks for all the love!!!!
muacks.. LOVE YOU!!!
miss you ehh... take good care of yourself out there kayz..

to tiNgtiNg's dearest cutie pretty pretty smartt mimi:

thanks for all the crap arhh.. bth you de.. lolxx
but is always fun to be with you around...
always a kids to me... and forever you will be kayz...
yet you know how to look after the rest of us arhh..
but still got lotsa things for u in life.. JIAYOU kayzz.. =)

to tiNgtiNg's dearest darkestt piGgy benben de zhuzhu:

dunt eat so much le!!!
eat n eat n eat.. everytime i go back..
u nvr fail to ask food from me..
even after ur heavy meal... bth!!
later really become pig den you know...
n slp slp slp... "shui lan jiao" oopXx.. =X

tts all...
oMg wad hav i write??
tts long i think...
this prove that tingting is kinda free during work arHh...

"papa's dreams = tingting's dreams.. a CAR!!"

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

friday!!

meet up with dear after work..
rush down to cine and get our movie tix for saturday!
with dear jas and sinni..
hahaha.. why dun wan book online? gd qn..
cheaper if go dwn book lahz.. den w r rushing time..
had our dinner at yoshinoya b4 headin' dwn to clark quay velvet dragon..
n support JUNHAO n yongsheng for their Singapore Mr Worldwide competition.. (why ys name is not cap.. coz he said as long as lilian go dwn will do.. the rest doesnt really matter.. damn him).. so i'm there to support HAOHAO de.. lolxx..

took some pics of them on stage..
will upload it when nic send mi ba.. haha..

2nd round..
27th June!! hahaha... ppl JIAYOU kayzz...

had supper at zion road..
Boon Tong Kee..
Chicken Rice and Fried Tou Fu!! oMg.. is nice..
thx haohao for the treat!! haha..

saturday!!

dear pick mi up at ard evening time...
went parkway parade to get some of his stuff..
been doin alot of his shopping lately..
getting ready all the necessary stuff for his oversea stdy...

hahaa once aagain.. drivin' round cine findind parking...
finally settle at the parking behind heeren..
meet up w jas and sinni at California Fitness orchard...
JAS sign up as a member le!!! oMg oMg... hahaha..

had our dinner at suki sushi..
hahaah den jas say i really fat le..
which is truee.. really put on lotsa weightt.. haizz.. irritating..
think i shld start to go on diet le..
or join CALIfornia? like them... but impossible lahzz..
no money n i wont go oso lahz.. hahah think so..
so diet better.. can save some money..

ok den when we were on our way to level 5 for our movie of the day!!
FANTASTIC FOUR and the SILVER SURFER!!
we saw a pushing cart tt sell v v nice hp keychain and ankles and necklaces de..
can customise it with our name..
so we gers decide to do it!!
sinni oso did one for her best buddy - sarah!
and jas did for adelene and jieying.. as they r goin oversea to stdy le..
how i wish i can go too... =)
next time shall tk pic of it tgt and post it.. lolxx..

ANYWAY PPL!!
FANTASTIC FOUR AND THE SILVER SURFER IS A VERY SUPER DUPER WULIAO BOLIAO..
DUN WASTE UR MONEY TO WATCH IT ON WEEKENDS..
WATCH IT DURING WEEKDAYS!!
IS ONLI LESS THAN ONE AND HALF HR..
WITH STUPID ENDING.. MACHIAM LIKE WATCHING CARTOON ON KIDS CENTRAL.. LOLXX
ok lahz.. not tt bad.. but definately not tt very good.. hahaha..

den in the end..
went up to the e@max thingy at cine level 9..
wanted to boookk 2hrs at te chamber...
just to spend some time there waiting for our hp keychain to be done..
but kinda dumb rightt..
heng we didnt do it lahz..
end up at boat quay de tHe mind cafe..
play until 3am!!
so so tireddd... ahhaha

pics timee.. hahaha

gamess andd snackess and munchiess,.. n drinkss.. haha

dear and mi... in a circle..

sinni and jas... in a circle...

the fast reaction thinking game.. hahhaha play a few round is ok lahz.. but after awhile will stone de.. hahaha

anyway miss u guysss... muackss...

"time fliess... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

to my dear::

i'm really very very sorry for wad i have done yest..
i dont feel being myself too..
think u nvr see me this way before...
just too much thing on my mind...

i know u r angry w mi..
u said we start quarrel le..
we didnt kayzz...
i nvr nvr wanted to quarrel with you...


....


.......


"love you always... miss you alwaysss... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

i'm sorry....
for causing u this trouble..
i feel very very bad about this...
just so sad...
my heartache...

were wad we did wrong???
just so worrieddd.....

"tingting is very sad... sorry... mayb u shld just... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

friday night..
after work.. meet up w dear, jas and sinni!!
movie at vivo GVMAX!!
ocean thirteen!!
nice show.. must watch.. haha

GVMAX is huge and grand.. haha..


jas at vivocity!! blue lightt.. jas current fav colour.. haha


toilet vivo.. hahaha so many of us!! haha..


sinni and jas!! after movie in front of the super big screen.. hahah


the four of us.. playing macbook photo booth again.. wooHHooO...


3 gers!!! ^_-v


mi n my dear jas... =) miss ya..


dear and me... lov u...

sunday!! fast isnt it...
monday coming... sian arh hav to work again le..
time pass real fast... hMmmm...

"gonna miss it... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

dunt wan to. yet was always on my mind.
counting down. dumb-est things to do.
30more sunset. 30more sunrise. ha.

whenever u mentioned next time. whenever u mentioned 6yrs later.
the sourness i got from my heart. real bad.
just tears. drop of tears.
wasnt blaming anything. just tots.
tots of why. why dunt we noe each other earlier.
but mayb things r better this way. isnt it.
treasure.cherish.

memories of us. running thru my mind.
short. yet sweet. i smile.
jigsaw puzzle. i love it. isnt it interesting. it is.
i smile again.

knowing u r not throwing behind anything.
knowing u will wait. coz i will wait too.

takecarez of urself out there kayz.

"tearss.... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-

dear and me.. (post this b4 someone kp saying dun hav his pic... )


sinni and jas...


sinni and ME!!!!


me and dear jas.. muackss..

"love u kayzz... miss u lotss.. "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-