why do i sigh in my last entry??!! haiz..
i got so much to say yet i dont really know how to phrase them out and cant really express myself thru words, not knowing wad might come out of my mouth and wad my fingers might just type.
i dun understand why cant someone just sacrifize some time, ok not really sacrifize, tts not sacrifizing, tts something he shld do isnt it? to make the one he love felt secure and comfortable yet wad he do is just to upset her by doing some things (tt others might think is tiny tiny issues tt doesnt even worth bothering abt).. but one must be in the same situation to understand so dun always accuse us of being expecting too much and asking for more. i think tts the min tt one shld do..
coz talking abt sacrifizing, dont we sacrifize?? and is very understanding of us to let the one we love go.. isnt it? coz we noe tt we shldnt hold behind just bcoz we love the person tt we love..
one day 24hrs; 1440mins.. taking out 30mins out of your 'busy' schedule just to give it to someone who loved and wait for you call 'expecting too much'? i dun think so.. i guess tts something one shld do...
try to understand the feeling of waiting.. we r in our normal routine but the normal routine tt w/o the one tt are always w us.. so try to understand how much we gonna miss and thinking of the one we love... try to think abt it.. and qn urself.. is wanting to talk being 'too much'..
can one father/mother not calling or knowing where their child is and how they are doing bcoz they r busy with works? can one do tt? can a husband/wife not contacting each other bcoz they r busy out of town for biz.. for days? is the same concept isnt it..
you are the one tt taught me to look a issue from both side of the coin.. so why cant you do it now? try to think on another person side and feel how she might felt by wad you hav done.. is unfair for her.. she have given so so so much space for you to do wadever you wan.. hav she ever be a burden and stop u behind.. haiz..
remember this.. girls are generally more emotional than guys.. girls are generally more sensitive than guys... girls look at details and guys look at big picture.. so once in awhile look things from wad girls might see...
lastly.. i'm not trying to say tt i'm very 'wei da' and very understanding... not tt i'm not onli one who sacrifize.. and not asking guys to giv in to girls all the time just bcoz we r sensitive and emotional.. i'm trying to say tt do something for tt one who care and love you come naturally.. and saying tt as 'expecting too much' is really harsh words..
haiz.. i dunnoe wads the pt of typing this when tt someone wont read my blog anyway... damn..
"disappointed.. "
bye~.. -=tiNg=-