lolx i cried again yesterday night eh when i tot i just fall aslp and the alarm rang horrible and ya i got horrible swollen eyes and horrible mood now coz i'm basically nvr slp and i cnt focus everything coz my head is filled with wad u told me yesterday wad i did wrong funny rightt it seems like is not my fault in the beginning and who the hell cause all these to happened? and in the end it becomes my fault and i gonna go thru all these ya i noe i'm horrible and i'm not understanding and i just sucks kayz if tts wad u think ya i dun like your frenz so how forget it i wont mentioned it anymore and i'm gonna kp within me and wait when i will explode ba den mayb i will die on the spot den you will be happy right i think u will coz yesterday u just heartless i asked u not to chong me so much den ya u told mi u will not and ask mi to get prepared for it rightt ya i will and plz differenciate properly wad is chong and wad is heartless when someone told u she is crying like hell and yet u can replied wipe ur tears and go slp for wad crying lolx who cause me to cry like tt?? and wad is no reason for me to cry ya i noe i'm a cry baby and ya den now u tell me u gonna treat me these way and makes mi got a reason to cry rightt ya i will have a reason to cry every night le happy rightt u wan mi cry every night fine lohz i really speechless and i got nth to say no matter wad people always think your are the nice one and i'm the one who didnt put in any effort and i'm the one who always bully you and unreasonable coz you ahve always been a mr nice and good man den now how who can i turn to hahaha nobody to bother to listen to wad i said ba now even myself think that wadever i crap is really crap le haha so funny and i'm laughing now i guess nvr slp really makes one turn crazy in the head

"mayb i shld just throw my air tix away or giv it to somebody else coz i dun think you wanna see me"

bye~.. -=tiNg=-