these thots been running thru my minds recently.. the thots of call 'it' an end.. i dont know is 'this' wad i really want.. seriously i been quite sick and tired of 'it'.. and i dont know wad am i doing.. i cant imagine myself going thru all these for the rest of my life.. i know i will not stay with 'it' long.. and i'm definately gonna call it an end.. but when? i dont know.. sucks arhh..

i dun mind doing 'it' but i hate 'it' when it comes to an end.. report sucks.. or perhaps thats not wad i really wan in life.. somehow 'this' is not wad i really wan ba.. haiz..

"i need to know wad i really wan.. "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-