*: how much have you been receiving (salary) for the past months?
t: huh?!! (U Know.. question marks all over head.. )
*: have you been receiving money from both companies?
t: ya.. (still question marks.. )
*: how much you received from both side?
t: erm... blah blah blah...
*: why is tt so?
t: huh?? (what is going on????)
*: why dont you voiced out when this happened??
t: why?
*: this is not what we agreed... isnt it? so you have been receiving xtra pay but yet you keep quiet abt it? there is obviously some mistake going on here... and its been how long? when did all this happened??
t: december..
*: so.. for 3 months already.. and you keep quiet abt it? how can this be?
t: i dont know.. (i was so speechless.. why does it sound like purposely know something is wrong yet keeping quiet... )
*: if you dont know then you shld voice out isnt it?
t: i mean.. i................. (KANNA CUT in between sentence.. )
*: if you found it not right.. then you shld voice it out.. dont we agreed that both companies will split the salary half?...
t: ("ouch..." what is this?) then how? i will return those tt i shldnt... ("received!!".. KANNA CUT AGAIN..)
*: no.. tts not what i mean.. i will think of a solution.. to figure it out...
t: ("damn.. meaning i will not be paid until i return all for the next few months?"... ) hmm ok.. sorry...


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ALRIGHT!! WHY DO I EVEN NEED TO SAY SORRY FOR? AM I ADMITTING MY OWN MISTAKE??!! DAMN I FEEL SO BADLY WANTING TO TK BACK TT "SORRY" BACK!!

this is hell alright... 1st i'm not trying to bluff some xtra money from whoever you said is not being fair to alright... i'm doing both companies work.. so isnt it naturally to receive from both companies after you mentioned to me.. and how would i know whats the amt and stuff?? i nvr qn over money matters to you... seriously to get this kinda questioning early in the morning is hell alright... and furthermore i'm working at some place at jurong for you too.. tts so far for me do you know? and how tiring it is to me?? serious damn...

argh...

i have so much to yell yet i felt speechless... why i say sorry? i still dont know.. coz i felt tts the least i shld do.. mayb my parents have do TOO GOOD in raising me up to be respectful to someone who is eldery to you...

"i just wan to RANT everything out... damn.. mayb scream at you in my dream is the only way out... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-