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hao lei le.. was really tired of being someone tt isnt myself sometime... dunnoe why.. hmmm anyway wakie at ard 10+ today.. n oth called to ask mi wanna go sch early anot.. for wad? for nth.. anyway was thinking tt we might be having our yr3 gathering mahz.. n jas haven cfm w mi.. so no harm goin lohz... so yah meet oth on the way to sch.. n plan to go queensway to get the fbt shirt tt shld be collect long b4.. sorry arh oth.. make u pei mi go yet its once again.. came back empty handed.. so after tt we head back to sch...

nobody in club.. so went lib.. coz oth wanna do print his rpt.. end up playing the dunnoe wad stupid worms game w oth, kukubird and a polymer guy.. i dunnoe the name.. lolxx.. den nua until they goin for their napfa.. since mi n oth got nth to do.. so i decided to follow them n support them lohz.. =)...

yah everyone manage to finish their napfa... doesnt matter whether gold, silver or failed.. is ok yah.. u guys gonna be fit n pass ur napfa w excellent results soon... when u guys r in army.. hahaha.. no worries worr..

den after tt went to eat at holland V.....

head home after dinner... w aaron n oth.. they alight at outram park... n once again.. i'm alone home.. ipod nano n my storybk.. r wad i hav to pei mi thru the journey home.. read my bk half way n i fall aslp.. just too tired le ba i think.. reach bedok... n decide to walk home instead of taking bus.. n alone walking makes mi think alot.. tts wad i always did... suddenly feel like calling someone or sms-ing someone.. coz is so damn lonely worr.. emptiness tt filled mi.. pathetic yah.. n i'm not feeling well.. feel like vomiting!! on the way home worr.. siao.. :"(

just so so so tired... tired of not being myself sometime.. tired of being wad ppl wan mi to be.. tired of doin things tt i dun feel like doin... .... ok wadever...

"why........................................... i dunnoe.. i dun understand myself... plz slap mi if u wan... "

bye~.. -=tiNg=-